life if money wasn't a thing

 hi,

today im not gonna talk about finance-bro-kinda thing (i could if you want me to).

this is just an imagination of mine.

take a moment to close your eyes and think about what you really want to do in your life. no rules, no logic. just what your heart desire.


kalau aku, i want to live in somewhere peaceful. putrajaya ke.. in a proper neighborhood la, ada semua facilities, walkable, developed tapi still can provide privacy and ada sense of quietness. pastu aku nak own a flowershop and work as a devoted florist kahkah. flower shop aku tu aku nak pairkan dengan cafe. bestnya pagi pagi bau coffee dengan pastry.

tapi aku rasa aku akan more towards cafe tu sebab kitanya takde talent nak gubah bunga. hanya ada cita-cita.takde skill, tapi aku suka. kira halal la eh.


bestnya. pastu aku nak gi travel satu dunia. aku nak pastikan semua negara kat dunia ni aku pernah jejak or at least aku tick semua yang dalam list aku. ni kinda boleh jadi kenyataan compared to kedai bunga tadi.

aku rasa aku more to traveler rather than vacationer. aku betul betul nak experience semua adventure tu. pastu aku nak buat satu beach house... wow best gila do berangan. seronoknya setiap petang view aku sunset + ocean breeze. pastu petang petang cycling tepi tepi pantai. aku punya merepek ni, i picture some places like malibu.

tapi masalahnya aku city girl doh tbh. takde ke tempat yang vibe vibe macam LA lolll. 

beach house tu aku buat macam holiday house je HAHAHAHA. weh bestnya kalau life camtu..

aku rasa aku kena cari kerja yang need me to travel the world doh. 


k pape aku sambung nanti. aku busy do (1st day of ramadan)


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