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crazy update

 CRAZYYY UPDATEEE. been so long since the last time aku post my last entry.  life has been weird. not good not bad, just weird.  first semester?  Weirdly aced it. Weird 4.0 for upu. Weirdly inactive. weirdly tak batak nak lead semua society. weirdly diam. weirdly tak rasa apa apa when i saw that 3.96 for uitm which 2023 bat would have felt like a failure. second semester? weirdly 3/4 done with it. weird that i did not present anything yet. weirdly tak buat hafazan lagi. weirdly semua benda tak buat lagi. weirdly heavy hearted all the time. Some thing never changes, i guess? 2025 is weird. did not undergone any medical check up. weirdly. weirdly my body has put up and built resistance, which Dr Soezi, my neurologist, also alyssa bennet's aunt, said i would never.  weirdly spent so much money on leisure, which  2023 bat would judge me so so bad if she saw this heck of habit. but weirdly, this gave me a sense of relief.  weirdly fixed communication betwee...