letters from the vault

Hi. I am Batrisyia Delaila. A shy, timid girl from a small town, Kajang.  I once was labeled as the quiet kid in the classroom. THE MOST BISU.  Worry not, all gud now. I’ve learned how to speak… and I’ve barely stopped ever since. Accidentally jerut myself into the chaos of degree that I, Batrisyia Delaila, half-consciously and not knowing what to expect, applied for. I hope I will make it out alive. ok yada yada,  Hereby I attach links of where you may connect with me! first.. go here if u want to have a formal first impression of me lol but srsly it is just a goofy goofy one. me is still learning (less judging, more encouraging plis) =   linkedin   then, go  here if u want to see my instagram that i... only post on my closefriends. my friend once said that she feels like i wont even post my wedding picture lol  here my rojak  spotify  account. u name it, i listen to all kinds.  no i dont have twitter. sorry. (i used to, but i ha...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. I guess this is one of those nights when I randomly decide to write something here. At one point, I feel okay, I feel fine, I feel satisfied. and the very next second, I feel completely useless, as if I’ve done nothing in my life. I feel mediocre and desperately want to climb out of this mediocrity. I hope good things await me… and for now and always: sabr , la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah . Honestly it is a bit too painful for me to live like this, tapi ini kan prosesnya. Aku tak sepatutnya compare life aku dengan sesiapa. It is good enough I get a placement for the course that I am dying to get into. Aku pun tak pasti sebenarnya apa yang aku kejar. Tapi aku tahu  yang aku tengah kejar sesuatu. aku bukan lah tak pasti, tapi aku tak sure aku nak disclose ke tak lol. Tolong doakan aku dapat benda yang aku kejar sangat ni. HONESTLY aku cakap aku "tak pasti apa yang aku kejar" sebab aku tak sure whether it's good or not for me. And aku tak pa...