letters from the vault

 hi, today im not gonna talk about finance-bro-kinda thing (i could if you want me to). this is just an imagination of mine. take a moment to close your eyes and think about what you really want to do in your life. no rules, no logic. just what your heart desire. kalau aku, i want to live in somewhere peaceful. putrajaya ke.. in a proper neighborhood la, ada semua facilities, walkable, developed tapi still can provide privacy and ada sense of quietness. pastu aku nak own a flowershop and work as a devoted florist kahkah. flower shop aku tu aku nak pairkan dengan cafe. bestnya pagi pagi bau coffee dengan pastry. tapi aku rasa aku akan more towards cafe tu sebab kitanya takde talent nak gubah bunga. hanya ada cita-cita.takde skill, tapi aku suka. kira halal la eh. bestnya. pastu aku nak gi travel satu dunia. aku nak pastikan semua negara kat dunia ni aku pernah jejak or at least aku tick semua yang dalam list aku. ni kinda boleh jadi kenyataan compared to kedai bunga tadi. aku rasa a...

 hiii as we stepped out of the dewan on 5th of March 2024, we cant longer abuse the "highschool student" title. habis paper account, kitorang terus keluar dewan and tangkap gambar dengan cikgu mamar. it was such a weird complexion of feelings tbh. rasa happy sebab dah habis spm. the stress and pressure semua habis. but at the same time, rasa sedih juga la nak tinggalkan sekolah. knowing that ill never see these faces anymore is such a relieve tapi cam sedih gak ah kan? (aku doakan the best for every one terutamanya yang baik baik and yang tak baik dengan aku tu haha) sekolah ni macam comfort one aku tau. i mean, 13 tahun pergi sekolah. and suddenly im not gonna go to school anymore?  so sejujurnya aku takut nak keluar dari comfort bubble aku. and aku not ready to break habit aku, nak tukar routine. imagine jumpa cikgu and classmate yang sama for 2 1/4 years. kalau boleh nak jadi budak sekolah je sampai mati sebab malas nak fikir tanggungjawab lain. annndddd, the highlight of ...