me!

Hi.

I am Batrisyia Delaila. A shy, timid girl from a small town, Kajang. 

I once was labeled as the quiet kid in the classroom. THE MOST BISU. 

Worry not, all gud now. I’ve learned how to speak… and I’ve barely stopped ever since.

Accidentally jerut myself into the chaos of degree that I, Batrisyia Delaila, half-consciously and not knowing what to expect, applied for. I hope I will make it out alive.

ok yada yada, 

Hereby I attach links of where you may connect with me!

first.. go here if u want to have a formal first impression of me lol but srsly it is just a goofy goofy one. me is still learning (less judging, more encouraging plis) =  linkedin 

then, go here if u want to see my instagram that i... only post on my closefriends. my friend once said that she feels like i wont even post my wedding picture lol 

here my rojak spotify account. u name it, i listen to all kinds. 

no i dont have twitter. sorry. (i used to, but i had enough of too much social presence there).

what else should i overshare here?

fun fact about me? hmm thats too.. cringy

where i study? hmm thats too.. boring. 

Shall you want to get to know me more closely, or anything absurd you want to ask me, email your inquiries here batrisyiadelaila22@gmail.com

I will surely reply, InshaAllah. Especially if you are a kind person, looking for a serious relationship and is a chill-easy going kind... i will reply u with the speed of an angry baby's hand. 

oh yea the spiderman is not just for the aesthetic. itu serve real purpose k i like it. 

i hope u know that you can click on my blogger profile. there on your left (maybe go to "home" if u cant see it). see that three lines logo? click there. there is where my profile and other entries r. 


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