can i begin again? (3 weeks in AIKOL)
what are these feelings? what am i even chasing? what am i doing here? am i doing the right thing for myself? is this the right path? is this how it's supposed to feel? am i learning anything here? am i 5 week behind? such questions linger in my head, echoing , for the past few weeks. am i.. capable of this? is this... really what i want to do with my life? These thoughts keep on haunting me.. This place is something else. I dont know how to word it, but it is just.. different. and it seems like the world wont lend me much time to adapt with all these changes.