can i begin again? (3 weeks in AIKOL)

what are these feelings? what am i even chasing? what am i doing here? am i doing the right thing for myself? is this the right path? is this how it's supposed to feel? am i learning anything here? 
am i 5 week behind?

such questions linger in my head, echoing , for the past few weeks. 
am i.. capable of this?
is this... really what i want to do with my life?

These thoughts keep on haunting me..

This place is something else. I dont know how to word it, but it is just.. different. and it seems like the world wont lend me much time to adapt with all these changes. 



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