the result of my first semester of llb

 this is an overdue post. i am now currently @ uia, waiting for iftar time. today is my first day of my second sem in uia. 

of course, first week will always be hectic due to manual registration, i was dead-ass tired from the endless walking from kulliyyah to kulliyyah. but better than sem 1 la.

ok, ive gotten my result ..back in 26 of february. yep.. few days ago. but as i said, i was too busy to write.

lets begin with my expectation. honestly speaking, i dont know what to expect. my carry marks were just so-so. Not just that, i was being far too kind to myself because i had not the best time adjusting here. so i kind of.. "its okay bat, rest now you are so tired" BUT MAYBE BECAUSE I AM.

maybe i expected some B+. A and A-.

i expected 2.9... or 3.5.... or 3.67......

but anw heres my result 



i am tooo grateful for this result. alhamdulillah. but i still feel like i can do better. lets just hope that i get the numbers up this semester yea. maybe i have underestimated myself. i am determined to do better this semester. inshaAllah. amin. 


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